Motherhood & Children

“Just Cry”

 How much more is there to carry? How long can my heart be merry?

Overwhelmed by a mothers calling

I find my self just falling

Into a place where others fear

A place where we cry that first tear

Motherhood is not a easy road

Sometimes you feel it's too much of a load

In a world today you can do it all

You can get a job and stand proud and tall

I cover my face as the tears fall, I am God’s child to him I will call

Oh Lord, you said you won't put more on me than I can bear

My children are a blessing from you, but now the devil sends his fear

God said,” Pick up your word

I gave you the weapon to fight

Don’t falter and lose your sight

You can overcome through me 

Just allow me to help you daily

I love you, my child; I am here

My words will comfort you have no fear

As you went about everyday

You haven’t stop to even pray

For some strength for me to give

A better way for you to live

I brought you here my daughter

I have your attention; don’t falter"

God’s presence rested upon me

His light shined so brightly

My burden I carried; he took

By his promises in his book

The pain and hardship I once carried

He took them away for me and buried

-To a wonderful Mother:

Mother and Daughter

My Mother carried me all the way, Through times of growth every day

I lean on her when I am tired

She nourished me as a flower is admired

Her expectation of me was good health and joy

She did not always give me every toy

But what she did give me was her time and Love

Her spiritual guidance sent to her only from above

As I look at my life today I see my Mother reflecting in me

-To My precious little girls that I adore and Love.

 My Four Girls

 Heaven sent me four little angels

My precious sweet little girls

My oldest one Elizabeth

Was a blessing, she kept me from death

At a time of rebellion in sin my life

She brought joy and took away the strife

My second one Erin

Though unexpected delivered me from sin

At a time I had anger and disappointment

She brought me a love that gave me content

My third one Emily

The beginning of a new family

A caring husband 

And dearest friend

And then there was Faith, I tried for a boy

She taught me that in faith it all ends in joy 

-To those who have lost a child

In His Arms

As a song in the night

And the early morning light

Whispers about you in heaven are sent

With a man called Jesus you went

Underneath crystal blue skies of mercy

Words are spoken of truth to me

“Mommy dear’ I Love you”

I am safe’ Jesus Knew

In His arms I will always be

He sings to me beautiful melodies

Heaven now is my home

With Jesus, I am never alone

His Eyes speak of His love I see

He knew my name and he chose me

Psalm 139:13-16  For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother’s womb. I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made.Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well. My frame was not hidden from you,when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth. Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them

Against Abortion

A dream I had, I know is graphic, but I'm just writing what I dreamed.

“Abortion Nightmare”

In this dream I’m on a roller coaster

Not just any kind of roller coaster, but one that is haunted

Fearfully and innocently I get into the cart

Up and down and side to side

I find myself slowly beginning to stop

As my attention looks to the right of me

Where a room with stone walls all around

I see these unknown people slowly letting down a sack from the top of the ceiling

With an innocent human figure in it

As the figures eyes innocently looks around without a thought

Suddenly Huge enormous black spiders attack

In what was just a second ago Life

was now devoured by blood sucking spiders

As I immediately awoke out of this dream

I new exactly what abortion is

Behold my affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins.

Psalm 25: 18

Behold, children are a heritage from the LORD, the fruit of the womb a reward. Like arrows in the hand of a warrior are the children of one’s youth. Blessed is the man who fills his quiver with them! He shall not be put to shame when he speaks with his enemies in the gate.
(Psalms 127:3-5 ESV)

One of my four girls
 Express

Let me express to you my love
It’s unconditional sent from God up above
Love that gives joy
Contentment unlike any toy
Hugs from my heart
That say let us never grow apart